Monday, June 22, 2009

Petty Man Syndrome

yeah i'm having my Petty Man Syndrome(PMS) now. the funny thing is that a few years ago i might have gone all spiritual and screamed 'SPIRITUAL ATTACK! GET BEHIND ME SATAN!' and utter a series of unintelligible guttural screams and gibberish. ok i'm exaggerating. i am. but the point is that number 1: i'm prob easily irritable now and 2: it's gonna prob last for a while so 3: please be careful lest you find yourself in an armbar(if your name is Jason Quek Tee Jien maybe i'll just wave a pointy stick at you and scream curses in your face)

the good point in all these is that i managed to see how God is better.

maybe it's an irresponsible remark, considering how i'm moving away from something that should be confronted. but maybe i'm also not in the best of states to confront whatever needs to be tackled horns on.

what i AM worried about is the lack of initiative and action to act accordingly after how i have managed to arrive at this rather painful point of realisation. work is ending soon, and i can see how easy it is to be distracted because my MACBOOK AT HOME IS SO MUCH BETTER THAN THIS CRAP IBM LAPTOP I'M USING.

so, if you will, please pray for me.
thank you.

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