enckrip't

not healthy to hold eating in

best eyes can do, encrypt and degrammarize

maybe i'm the left

or it could be yew or perms

or just yew

the things unsaid are

the things unheard

fingers scrabble at them flimsy pebbles

but on Christ the solid rock i stand

i wish i was better

feeling better

being better

so now it's time

to listen more

and listen harder

sorry guys. it's not healthy, and this could be an ebenezer.

Did You rise the sun for me?
Or paint a million stars that I might
Know Your majesty?
Is Your voice upon the wind?
Is everything I've known marked
With my maker's fingerprints?

Breathe on me
Let me see Your face
Ever I will seek You

Chorus:
'Cause all You are, is all I want, always
Draw me close in Your arms
Oh God, I wanna be with You

Can I feel You in the rain?
Abandon all I am to have You
Capture me again
Let the earth resound with praise
Can You hear as all creation lives
To glorify one name?





i used to love this song. and songs like this (although i'd say this one has more depth)
but honestly i'd say this song is undeniable.
a credited speaker (Denesh from SMU CF) was saying that emotionality differs from people to people.
so i'd take that to mean that we should not fault people for jumping up and down in a charismatic church (although i'd prob steer clear from them because they'd prob be stinky. and probably arms and legs flailing about while they're jumping)
neither should we fault people for looking like statues when they sing hymns in a traditional service.
But rather, we should let their walk do the talking.

it's no lie that christians tend to be judgmental. It's ironic. the more focused (on churchy stuff) i become, the more accusing i become. It was like that in JC. it got worse after YFC. it remained that bad in the army. and hopefully now it's not so bad. but there's a difference between love and apathy.

so i wonder if i'll become how i was like in JC. on hindsight, while it was a frivolous and naive phase, i don't think the 'garang' spirit was any wrong.

so hopefully somehow it comes back